So my follie scan went horrible. :( Just like back in February when my RE gave me Provera to re-start my cycle. He didn't see ANY lead follies on day 13. I don't understand this because last cycle I had a normal 33 day cycle though I think I O'd on day 21. I'm just confused. He also saw the darn uterine polyp that I have had 2 SHG's for in the past. He doesn't want to monkey around any more and told me he will more than likely want to do a hysteroscopy when AF comes. I'm excited to finally have him doing something about this "polyp" I've had since last July that keeps popping up every now and again but likes to hide during SHG's and my one HSG. Apparently I have a tricky little booger in there that likes to play games with us.
Anyway, my RE also said he wants to try Follistim again. Ugh... I am willing to do what he suggests, but I'm worried about the bleeding I had on the last cycle using it. If I end up bleeding again, I WONT be using it again. My DH and I talked last night about the medication and that if I bleed again, we will ask a friend of mine for her Menopur she used while doing her IUI's and we will do an IUI with that if this next cycle fails. She offered it to me a couple months ago. I may just take her up on the offer! :)
I really don't know how I feel. I'm kind of in a weird funk. I know that God has a plan, but how many more times am I going to get bad news? I'm tired of waiting. I need to be patient and trust in Him. For now, I'm continuing my weight loss journey and praying that God brings our miracle down to us.